What Lies Behind The Name

You Are Powerful and Determined

You are confident, self assured, and capable.
You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily.
You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it.
And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are a very lucky person.
Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries.
You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy.
Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak.
Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting.
You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound.
It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly.
You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time.
Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are truly an original person.
You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing.
You're a strong person.

My Comments :

Hmmm .. ada yg betul, ada yg mcm exaggerate jek .. this is for fun only. Don't believe it 100 percent but better believe it trillion percent .. hahahaha

Selamat Tahun Baru 1430 Hijrah dan 2009

This year rasanya memang masa begitu cepat sangat berlalu. Hari ni jek dah 31 Disember 2008. The last day of the year. End of the year already. So many things happened this year. Suka ... duka ... sumernya akan menjadi sejarah once 1 Januari 2009 menjelma esok.

Sempena kedatangan tahun baru, aku berharap agar tahun yang mendatang ini akan memberikan sinar yang cerah dan rezeki yang lebih baik juga buat kami sekeluarga.

Semoga aku juga dapat menjalankan kerja yang diamanahkan pada aku dengan lebih baik lagi. Insyallah.

Kepada sumer rakan2 diluar sana samada yang mengenali aku secara langsung dan tidak langsung, aku ingin mengucapkan Selamat Tahun Baru (both Hijrah dan Masehi) semoga hari2 kite yang mendatang diberkati dan dirahmati allah. Semoga kite sama2 berhijrah ke arah yang lebih baik daripada apa yang kita ada pada waktu ini. Insyaallah ... Amin ...

Your Mother

I love this song ...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PInPedCLGFo

Who should I give my love to?
My respect and my honour to?
Who should I pay good mind to - after Allah,
And Rasullullah?
Comes your Mother,
Who next?
Your Mother
Who next?
Your Mother
And then your Father

Cause who used to hold you
And clean you and clothe you?
Who used to feed you
And always be with you?
When you were sick, stay up all night,
Holding you tight?
That’s right no other, my Mother

Who should I take good care of,
Giving all my love?
Who should you think the most of - after Allah
And Rasullullah?
Comes your Mother,
Who next? Your Mother
Who next? Your Mother
And then your Father

Cause who used to hear you
Before you could talk?
Who used to hold you
Before you could walk?
And when you fell, who’d pick you up?
Clean your cut?
No one but, your Mother, my Mother

Who should I stay right close to?
Listen most to?
Never say no to – after Allah
And Rasullullah?
Comes your Mother,
Who next? Your Mother
Who next? Your Mother
And then your Father

Cause who used to hug you
And buy you new clothes?
Comb your hair and blow your nose?
And when you cried who wiped your tears?
Knows your fears?
Who really cares?
My Mother
Say Alhamdulillah,
Thank you Allah
Thank You Allah for my Mother

Lunch Date @ KL Sentral

Rabu lepas, Hanis (my ex-SCB fren) email aku citer2 pasal tepon aku yang hilang tu. Then we come out of with sort of planning nak wat lunch date @ KL Sentral (hehe mana lagi tuh ler tmpt paling strategik utk we ols jumpa). So I ask her to ask the others whether they can join in sekali.


Today, pepagi lagi aku dah sms Hanis, dok tanya jadik ker plan lunch date kitorang tuh. Then she reply my sms saying that it is ON. Terus jek rasa best and seronok sbb since aku tinggalkan SCB aroun 4 months ago, mang tak penah pun kitorang jumpa even utk lunch date. Well, cemana nak jumpa ... ahli corum tak cukup. By september Aiesas dah start cuti bersalin, October Fina take the turn bersalin plak. November busy with works at the office and Fina pun tak naik keje lagi so rasanya mang the date yang kitorang plan ni kira cantek la. Wa & Ja (Dorg nih boleh dijadikan shortform JA-WA) pun since awal bulan ari tu takde. Dorg g melancong ke Jepun. Bestnyer.


Aku dulu2 masa lepas belajo mang teringin sangat nak g Jepun. Konon nak apply buat master kat Jepun since masa final sem kat U*M dulu aku amik Japanese Languange as one of elective subject. Dapat result execellent lak tuh ... tu yg berangan lebey jek tuh ... hahaha berangan jek laa. Sampai ke sudah tak sampai2 pun. Last2 angan2 aku tu dah beku sesejuk salji kat puncak Gunung Fuji tu rasanya.


Kitorang janji jumpa kat KL Sentral dalam kol 12++. By kol 12, dorang dah gerak from SCB. Aku around 12.20 baru gerak dari sini. Takpe sempat lagi .. I got the train at 12.30 then at 12.45 i arrived at KL Sentral. Torusss saje ke KG sebab dorg dah sampai dah. Sampai je dah nampak dorang melambai2 tangan kat aku. We ols have lunch together and apalagi sambil makan sambil borak. Pasal the 2 new moms, pasal trip JA-WA ke jepun, pasal ex-team aku kat SCB .. etc. Tgk wa, perut dah besau .. heheh .. ni first baby dia. Fina and Aiesas dah selamat jadik mak budak, aku ngan fara moms with 2 kids, tinggal hanis and ja jek yg belum.. Well i hope they will experience it too when the proper times comes.


Around 2, masing2 dah mula angkat punggung .. heheh bukan apa, nak mengejar train masing2. Apa2 pun i'm happy got the chance to meet them again.


Masa sampai kat booth jual majalah tu, we ols berenti kejap. Wa dok beli Pa&Ma keluaran Januari 2009. Then aku tengok Fara pun beli. Aku dah rekey Pa&Ma ni dpd ari tu, tp bila aku tgk content dia lebey kurang sama jek ngan apa yg ada dlm koleksi aku, so aku malas nak beli. Tetiba aku nampak, ada dpt free table calendar 2009. Terus aku pun nak beli gak, tetiba mamak tu kata tak ada dah, kalau nak kena pegi kedai dia kat level atas. Hmm takde maknernyer ler aku nak g kedai dia kat level atas semata2 nak beli majalah tu sebab nak dapat calendar. Lagipun dah kol 2 lebey. Takut lambat lak sampai opis. (Walaupun kucing2 tak ada, still aku kena jaga attendance aku .. hahah .. tak confirm lagik kan ... )


So aku decide nanti kat Ampang Park station aku singgah aje laa kat kedai majalah kat situ. Harunya sampai situ, takde nampak bayang pun majalah Pa&Ma tuh. Huhuh .. tensen jek. Tp at the same time kat kepala aku kata takper la .. save duit aku. Masa dah dekat sampai opis tu, aku terpandang plak kat taxi stop kat depan opis tu. Kat situ ada booth newspaper and ada gak jual majalah. Kaki aku terus jek melencong ke situ dengan harapan ada laa majalah Pa&Ma nih. Luckily, hahaha at last dapat gak aku majalah tu with the calendar inside. Tuhh dia, table calendar punya pasai naaa ..

Susurgalur Tepon Aku

Aku start guna tepon nih masa mula2 keje lepas abis grad in 1998. Masa tuh aku guna handphone kakak aku and her line. Aku tukang bayau bulan2 jek. Handphone pertama aku brand Motorola. Model aku dah tak ingat, tapi aku ingat dia ada antena. Besar handphone nih. Biasa laa model zaman doulu2. Kalau nak cari pun rasanya dah tak wujud dah model tuh.

Then aku tukar ke Nokia, nih pun aku lupa hak nama model dia. Tapi phone tu common and ramai orang guna masa tuh. Yang ni pun dapat daripada passover from kakak aku. First telephone yang aku beli kalau tak silap aku is Ericson model. Masa tuh tengah projek kat ABB KL. Then tukau plak to Nokia again. Yg ni pun aku tak dapat trace model dia sebab puas aku google tapi tak dak dah gambo model tuh. Sumer yg latest2 nih jek.

Pastu aku tukau lagi (zaman nih mang giler tukau tepon, asal ada jek model baru kuar n ada duit ter'lebey' sket sure nak tukau) to again Nokia, model 6100. Tepon nih leh menari ... heheh .. best tuh. Lama gak aku pakai handphone nih. Rasanya dpd tahun 2003 sampai ler tahun 2007. Itu pun tukau sebab tepon tuh dah selalu jadi lolipop si Sarah. Dah ada kulat pun kat tepon tuh kat bhgn pin dia. Tuh pasal bila org call, dia dengar sora aku sayup2 jek. So in early 2007, aku tukau my Nokia 6100 to a new one due to the previous reason la. Rasanya aku nih mang setia ngan Nokia model kot. Yer la dah Nokia nyer slogan Connecting People so kena laa beli tepon yang betul2 connecting people kan .. hahaha.

Nokia 6100

I change my phone to Nokia 6300. I like this handphone, sleek, ringan, feature yang mang aku nak guna macam camera, mp3 player, radio, GPRS, bluetooth. Tak payah ler 3G sebab masa aku beli phone tuh pun tak ramai org guna 3G lagi. And the most important my husband takde 3G phone so tak payah ler aku nak beli 3G. Yer laa ngan sapa lagik nak bervideo call nih kan. Takkan aku nak buat video call ngan org lain plak. Uikss .... makruh tuh .. ahahah

Nokia 6300

Disebabkan aku terpaksa berpisah secara paksarela dengan Nokia 6300 aku nih, and in a short time plak aku kena cari tepon baru so after survey for about 1 hour kat Giant Nilai. At last aku masih lagi setia dengan Nokia jugak. Aku pilih Nokia 3500 as a replacement of my Nokia 6100. Memula tuh berangan nak tukau ke Sony Ericsson. Atas sebab budget tak mengizinkan so i still stick with Nokia. I get the same feature as my Nokia 6100 but with lesser price and yg penting within my budget. Now am in the process of gathering all contact numbers of my friends and family and restore back the files (mostly gambar and music file) yang aku sempat backup kat PC. So last night Lisa can still view her blubbering videoclip. She loves to see it.

My latest Nokia - Nokia 3500

Alahaii Handphoneku ...

Last friday ... i was really sad .. in fact today also i still thinking of it. The stories goes like this

7.00 am - I went down to the kitchen with a basket of my kids' bottle and milk. I took out my handphone, my hubby handphone and his wallet from the basket onto the dining table. Then i picked up my phone and slip it into the bag. (I tot i put it into my handbag).

7.30 am - I picked up my handbag together with the kids nursery bag and directly put them into my car.

7.35 am - We sent the kids to the nursery and then drive back to the house for my husband to get his car for work. I drove my car then to the office.

7.45 am - At the highway, i tried to get my handphone inside my handbag but i couldn't find it. So i assume i might have left it on the table(although i am still sure i already put it in the bag only that i cannot confirm which bag it goes to)

9.00 am to 6.00 pm - Still with the assumption that the handphone is in the kids bag or left on the table.

7.00 pm - Arrive at home, rush into the house and check at the table, no handphone is visible there. Ask my husband, he also have not seen it anywhere in the house. Get the kids' bag and there is no handphone inside. My husband suggest me to go to the nursery and ask the guardian there if they might know about it.

8.00 pm - After prayer and rush dinner, i went to the nursery and ask one of the guardian there if they by chance see or found my handphone.But the answer is really frustrating me. "NO". So i went back home with a frustrating feeling.

The whole night, i search for the handphone inside my house. Keep refreshing the last memories that i could think of where the handphone could be. This handphone is like a part of my life. I bought it in early 2007. I backup all contact infos and important messages from the previous handphone. Then i add all infos of the new contacts, the birthdays of the children of my frens, my nieces and nephews, my sister and brothers, my current and previous colleagues birthday and those who are really dearest to me. The pictures of my kids, their videoclips, the favourite songs. All at once lost in a minute. How careless i am ... i keep saying that words.

Even now i have bought a new one, still i cannot vanish the lost that i felt when i'm losing my handphone .. my Nokia 6300. I have to start collecting all those infos again and am sure it will not be the same anymore.

Do you think money is everything ???

Re-Union Of Ex-Company Project Team

Sabtu lepas, setelah merancang hampir 3 bulan, akhirnya berjaya jugak aku dan bekas rakan2 sekerja menjejakkan kaki kerumah ex-boss kitorang >> En Habib. Well boss nih mang payah sungguh nak menjemput kitorang bertandang ke rumah dia. Sejak keje dengan dia sampai laa aku tinggalkan "The Company" pun mang susah nak dapat jemputan daripada dia nih .. hehehe .. jgn mare yer boss.

So dipendekkan citer, one day he decide to invite us to his house for raya gathering. Almaklum aa most of dia nyer project staf sorang2 dah tinggalkan dia to venture into new working nvironment. Kitorang mang excited gak sebab mang dah lama dok tunggu jemputan nih. Sebab he invitation comes without one exact date, kami apalagi masing2 sibuk suggest tarikh dan masa yg dirasakan seswaii .. last2 kitorg decide for him to do it during raya haji season (sebab sumer org dah fully book dengan open house invitation masa raya posa ari tuh ...hahaha)

So last saturday, aku sampai kat rumah bos dlm kol 2.30 ptg and elin with her kids already here. Tak lama lepas tuh yazim plak sampai with his family. Followed by zack single mingle. Alasan ... dia kena g photoshoot majlis kat melaka lepas tu so tak bawak ler family dia datang and furthermore his boys baru lepas berkhatan. Then sampai lak Fara and family, Mauze and family and last but not least Roslan and the family. Actually Roslan, Elin, Fara, Mauze and Zack was once my project teammate masa zaman ABB Project dulu. Yazim lak is doing sales. Most of us except for Zack had left "the company". So gathering nih sort of re-union la. Mang lama dah tak jumpa these people.

The gath mang best, makanan best sedap (thanks Norin), jumpa balik kawan2 yg best ... so make it short i really happy to have the chance to attend to this event. As usual bila ada gath event camnih apa lagi sessi posing ler kat kamera. Snap gambo org tu snap gambo org nih.. bila tgk balik .. gambo sendiri tak dak .. hahaha. Seronok see the old frens. Cumanya tu laa aku terpaksa la mengundurkan diri awal drpd org lain sebab Sarah dah start mengamuk. Actually ari sabtu tu kitorg kuar rumah dpd pagi sebab ada charity event under husband nyer company. From that event kitorang terus g melepak jap kat TESCO Ampang sementara nak tgu event umah bos nih. Since my dotter Sarah tu tak tido2 pun sejak pagi tuh yg dia start meragam tuh.

Apa pun i'm really happy that i can attend his open house invitation. Harap2 bos tak ler serik buat open house lagi ekk .. tak yah ler nak tunggu 4 tahun lagi baru nak buat the next one. Anyway thanks a lot to tuan rumah for a warm welcome, delicious food and last but not least duit raya .. hehehe .. Sorry laa tak dapat join the KARAOKE session. Lagipun hari tgh hujan, takut kalau aku nyanyi nanti lagik ujan lebat, bahaya tuh ... area tuh dekat ngan Bukit Antarabangsa yg baru landslide ari tuh. So better laa aku tak nyanyi kan ... hahaaha

Sekejapnyerrr ...

Aku perasan sejak dua menjak nih masa betul2 cepat sangat berlalu. Kalau dulu masa aku keje kat SCB, rasa lama betul nak tunggu datangnya weekend. Padahal keje situ, datang je opis terus dok kat station aku, terus buat keje. Takde nyer nak merewang2 asik dok ngadap PC jek la. Banyak mende nak kena buat, siap ada list lagi. Tapi still rasa lama nak abiskan satu hari tu. By end of the day, dah kepenatan sebab otak dah guna tahap maximize.

So apakah sebabnya aku rasa bila keje kat tmpt sekarang nih masa berlalu cepat sangat ... hmm apakah aku tak ada keje.. uishhhh ... banyak gak keje sebenarnya. Tapi mungkin tak terlalu stress kot. Or maybe sebab now, aku nyer scope keje banyak masuk meeting. Dok dlm meeting, mang rasa kejap jek tapi tgk2 dah pukul 12. Then next meeting, tgk2 abis dah kol 5. Mana laa tak kejapnye satu ari tuh abis kannn .. Yorr laa agaknya sebab tuh laa kot.

Tapi ntah kenapa aku rasa tak puas ati jek sbb masa berlalu terlalu cepat. Maybe sebab aku rasa aku ada benda nak kena buat tapi tak "TER" buat lagi but then tiba2 tgk dah end of the weekday. Tuhhh ler pasal sebenarnya yg aku rasa tak sedap ati jek bila masa terlalu pantas berjalan. Well sebenarnya dah akhir zaman nih, mang masa dah semakin singkat. So aku harap laaa .. by next week aku leh organize balik sumer mende yang aku nak buat tu so that aku tak de laa rasa masa cepat sgt berjalan tapi keje aku tak jalan2 .... ahhahahah ...

Anyway selamat bercuti hujung minggu for all of u ..... n for me too ...

Happy To See The Old Faces

Semenjak aku register FB nih and dapat lak access (tp during certain time jek .. hak time biasa tuh sure kena blok ... hahaha) rasa seronok. Yang seronok sangat tuh bukan apa, dapat menjejak kawan2 masa kat U dulu. Some of them are my closest frens. Masing2 dah berkeluarga dan dah bertebaran merata dunia. Huhhhh word "Bertebaran" tuh ... hahaha .. aku jek yang dok kat Mesia nih. Ntah bila laa nak dapat peluang merasa realiti jejakkan kaki kat negara orang. Hmmm tapi seingat aku la, aku dah penah jejakkan kaki kat negara luar ... Singapura tuh kan negara luar Malaysia. So kiranya penah gak ler aku kuar daripada Mesia nih ropernya .. hahaha poyo jek.

Hmm actually tak dapat nak gambarkan keseronokkan berjumpa balik kawan2 lama and the same time add a new frens.

Facebook Mania

Actually the first time i was introduced to FACEBOOK was from Farra (as usual she will be the info center for me of the new gadget in the internet). Even though i'm from IT line, but i'm not the kind of IT Savvy like i used before. Maybe because of the burden of work and the age factor. Not saying that i'm becoming old nowaday but well ... as time goes by there are other priority that i have to think of rather than this SAVVY SAVVY thing ... hahahaha .. no offence ok to those IT Savvy people out there.

I have created one facebook account 4 months ago using the email account of my previous company since that time i cannot access the free mail especially yahoo. But i did not utilise the facility there since i know that i wont be long at that company. So today when i had a chat with my fren at germany, i try to create another facebook account using my yahoo email account. Tip tap tip tap ... then succeed with the registration process. But when i want to open the facebook i had a problem so i try to open a new window. Then .... i was given a message that the link to facebook is blocked and cannot be accessed during office hours .... ohhh dearrrr ..

I try to login again after office hour but still it is blocked. So there goes FACEBOOK. My email already full with the request from my frens to add them as frens link in my facebook but i cannot add them due to this. Hmmm what a crapped .. hahaha. Do hope tomorrow or the day after that i can login so that i can add all my frens and then get the latest update of them since it has been quite a long time since we see each other.

So there goes the story of FACEBOOK .... BUKU MUKA (translate in Malay .. ehehhe)

November Besday

Minggu nih dah jadik macam minggu besday. Starting with my dotter nyer besday on monday. I bought her a big cake to celebrate. Then i share the cake with Maz and Kak Tun. Well because they are the one who sit nearby me and most of all they are the one who always give me support and motivation during my bad times with my ex-LB. Not that i forgot the support from my default 3 advisors, no occay. But the 3 of you are not nearby me so i cannot pass the cake to you mommies .. hahaha .. maybe next time occay we set for a big besday party for Sarah or Lisa then we can share the cakes and cookies together2 ..

Ari nih plak besday my opismate >> Maz, and also my Reban Geng >> Limah. I sent them my besday wish. Limah hope for a baby boy as her besday wish and Maz i think she has her own agenda and wish but i actually does not have the chance to ask what she wish of for her besday as i'm busy attending the project meeting since morning up till noon. I am sure she also hope for a good things to happen. Aminnn.

Also this morning while attending the project meeting as usual on each Friday, i received a message from one of my closest neighbour saying that she had delivered a baby boy. This is her first child. Alhamdulillah at last they were blessed with a child after waiting for nearly 3 years. See what a good news to have on one good day >> Friday.

Later on next 17 is Amirah birthday, my niece whom i stay with during my bachelor day and also the coming 23 will be a birthday for my other niece, Fadlin Nazurah who turn 1, same age as Khalisah.

One of the manager in my office told me this morning, those who get birth in November are said to be a cute person and also a person with good at heart. So to whoever celebrate his/her birthday this month, i wish the person to be happy, blessed with whatever good thing he/she does and all the good things to happen to him/her. ( But i think most of us are good at heart .. right frens ... :D )

So ... today is Friday, tomorrow is Saturday, weekend times, time to spent the quality and happy day with my kids and family. And also, tomorrow there will be a sport carnival at Petronas Permata Training Center, Bangi. I hope i can bring my kids to the carnival and enjoy ourselves there. Cheesee ...

How am i going to do this ..

Today i have a discussion with my boss regarding my scope of works and things that i should do for the next 4 months towards my confirmation period. He gave his comments on my current performance and advise on how i should do to improve my works so that the people who criticise me can shut their mouth and see that i can actually do my job.

At first i'm feeling a lil bit down ..well ... you know me ... pantang kena komen ... surely i will think negative .. of myself laa. But later on when he advise and show me the path that i should take and do, it come to my sense that he really had a good intention from his comments. And i really appreciate that.

So after that, i write a list of what i am suppose to do, meet him again and get the clear picture and understanding of what i should do from the list of tasks. And after this, i need to do my work base on this list. Those which is outside from the list, i will try my best to put it aside or ask for my boss advice before i commit to do the unnecessary things.

I actually have till the end of this month to understand and catch up on the issues and project update of the main project that i am suppose to involve. To learn on how to do EVM on that project. And to come out with reporting output of the main project and also other internal projects. The big word "PROJECT ASSURANCE".

Hmmm ..... how am i going to to with this. Pls help me god ... Amenn.

Khalisah Turn 1

Today, my second dotter Nur Khalisah turn to 1. How time really flies so fast. I pray that she will be healthy and turn to be a good dotter. Amin

Contribute to SCB-Scope ISCN Buddies

Aku dapat offer keje kat sini after a long period of hibernation kat rumah jaga anak. Well bersyukur yang amat sebab selepas 7 bulan dok tanam anggur kat rumah, akhirnya dapat jugak aku keje. First time masuk keje, kena attend induction course for 2 days. Actually 1 1/2 hari jek. Second day tu dah start dok tempat sendiri and team mate dah brief keje apa kena buat .. hahahah.



Memula sampai kat department aku tu, quite shock gak. Mana taknyer ... hampir kesemua staf dalam dept tuh are from Bollywood dan Mollywood. Mau tak terperanjat. Apart from that ada gak yang datang daripada Pangako Sayo. Really rasa macam dok luar negara ler plak. Well multinational company, mang ler macam tu kan .. aku jek yg terjakun kejap.Takpe kejap jek, sib baik tak lama sangat .. harus error aku nanti keje situ.



Then aku realise, dlm dept tu ada 2 orang jek malay, aku ngan sorang budak nih, nama dia Zuliany Hafiz. Bagus budak zul nih. Susah gak tak ramai melayu nih, tak de click susah gak. hahahah. Later on aku terserempak dengan a few other budak melayu from other department. Yg paling dekat dengan tempat aku duduk tu ada sorang budak melayu, her name Shafina. Dia nih laa yang dok perkenalkan aku dengan geng dia yang lain. Then aku kenal laa Ainen Salwa, Aiesas, Hanis, Ija and few others. (Aku mention nama geng2 aku jek nih .. leh gitu .. hahaha)



These ladies mang baekk punya geng la. Mang seronok sangat dapat kenal dorg. Fina and aiesas dua orang mak buyung with their first baby. Dua2 sibuk tanya cemana rasa nak bersalin, cemana nak jaga anak kecik, baper banyak baju nak beli etc yang berkaitan dengan nak dapat anak. Almaklum ler aku nih dah ada anak 2. Diorang siap tak caya aku dah ada 2 anak. Well bak kata fara, anak 2 muda lagik .. sapa anak 3 tu kira paling tua laa kan .. ehhehe ...



Friday lunch time mesti pegi lunch luar. Paling best rasanya g lunch kat KL Sentral. Hanis experience her first trip to KL Sentral. Tak penah sampai katanya. Ni ler lunch paling jauh yg aku penah pegi ngan dorg. Kalau tak aku pegi Amcorp Mall ke or dekat2 situ jer la.



Then aku dapat offer ke company aku berada sekarang ni. Susah hati betul. Dalam pada gembira dapat offer tapi hati ni dalam dilema gak sebab rasa keje kat sini dah ok. Kawan2 pun ok. Aiesas keep urging me not to leave SCB ISCN. Tapi apa kan daya dalam pada berat hati tu rasa terpaksa gak pegi. Due to certain circumstances yang aku have to choose for the sake of family. Dalam pada tu rasa bersalah pun ada sebab aku ajak Fara join the company and she got the offer. Pastu aku lak nak tinggalkan dia. Again... Sorry banget sih Fara.



Apapun aku rasa, walaupun aku keje sekejap sangat kat company nih. Only 3 months, but i felt that the experience and the time spent here is very much worth it and this is the best company yang aku penah keje. (But the first best frens come from PNC .. hehehe ) Good team-mate (ye ker fara dorg nih baik lagi tak, ker lepas KM kuar dorang buli Fara??? ), good frens, and good working place environment. Macam2 aktiviti ada yang dorg buat utk balancekan between keje dan life. If there i a chance to work there again one day, i might consider to do so.



Thanks to all my frens, thanks for accepting me and i really appreciate the time we had together.




Farewell lunch sponsor by Aiesas - thanks mom :D

Wishes

Yesterday when i was walking to the parking lot from my office, suddently it comes to my thought that "How I Wish .... ". So do you want to know what is the wishes...

They are :

"How i wish i can be as positively as Fara for she always say YES to whatever task given to her with smiling and positive face"

"How i wish i can be as tough as Ellyn for she always redah je whatever hurdle come in her path and she manage to outcast it"

"How i wish i can be as selambe dek as Mauze for she always stay cool to whatever people comments on her"

I think i really need all this criteria to help me stay in my current working environment .... hahaaahah ..

Ladies ... any comments ..

My 2 Precious Dotter

Rasanya ramai kengkawan cyberspace nih tak tengok lagi gambo terkini 2 org puteriku yg comei2 nih .. so utk u ols sumer....


Here is Nur Maisarah (the first dotter) and Nur Khalisah (the second dotter)

New Direction

Starting this week, i will be reporting to other HOD. Well ... to my dearest buddies, they know why i was transferred to.Walaupun aku merasa sesangat le berat hati tapi apakan daya, aku cuma laa anak2 ikan kecik (weiii lama betul tak guna istilah anak ikan nih) terpaksa la aku terima dan patuh pada arahan.

Eventhough the reality is hard for me to accept this as i was keen to do the designing task but since SHE decide that i might be too slow for her team, so it is better for me to leave her team rather than leaving this company. Well i assume that is the reason.

Apa pun aku redha. I have to take this positively eventhough aku nih selalunye negative thinking ... huhuhu .. As all my frens saying, take this as a challenge.Ok i will try take this challenge and i pray to god to give me extra strength and intelligence to perform better with the new HOD and the new task.

Karom

Sekarang ni kat company aku, tgh sibuk minggu sukan. Macam2 events yang dorang dah programkan. Macam sukan zaman sekolah2 dulu siap ada rumah sukan tuh. Nama rumah sukan tuh plak bukan main lagik .. Kappa, Omega, Sigma dan Zeta. Ntah mana dorg dpt nama2 ni pun aku tak abis buat research lagik.Dijadikan cerita aku tersenarai dalam rumah Zeta. Kaler apa aku pun lupa lak nak check ... poyo jek.

Event sukan ni ada indoor and outdoor. Disebabkan aku nih dah berzaman ler sesangat tak join mana2 aktiviti sukan, so ntah cemana laa aku leh terofferkan diri untuk join one of indoor games which is yg paling aku rasa senang dan seswai >> KAROM. Then comes the time when ketua game tetiba call aku untuk sesi latihan. Laa ada latihan gak rupernya karom ni. Ingatkan main jentik jek. So aku pun dengan kobar2nya pegi le ke sesi latihan. Tuh diaa tetiba dengar ada lak rules n regulation dia. Ni boleh tuh tak boleh .. seingat aku ler duolu2 aku main karom ni tak ada lak rules sebegitu. Main taram jek .. hahahahah. Apa pun sebagai tanda hormat pada otai2 lama, aku pun ikut je la.

So far dah 3 kali pegi sesi latihan, alaahaaaiii skill aku dah menjunam ke tangga 100 kot. Aku pun tak tau ler leh contribute byk kat team or not. Apapun dapat tempat ke-4 pun jadi la. Ada gak hadiahnye. Not bad laa kan. Hahahahha ... So kite tunggu dan lihat aje laa nanti. Match will be on 6, 7 and 10 November nih. Berdebau-debau gak nih nak tunggu match day. Ohhh dear cemana laa ropernya nanti ...

In The Mode Of Change

There will be some changes to this blog appearance ... Coming soon ...

Alahaaaiiiii Chicken ....

Petang rabu lepas masa tengah nak balik ke rumah, hubby call "Ma, orang nurser tu cakap budak2 nih kena chicken pox ... " ... alaaahaaaiiii anak-anakku ... baru je baik satu dah kena satu lagi. Lemah betul semangat aku nih kalau budak2 tu kena sakit. Lagi plak sakit yang macam ni yang memerlukan pemantauan yg lebih. Dan yang paling penting sakit ni jenis lambat nak baik sebab berjangkit. Hmmmm ..... Aku dah ler tak ada cuti, cemana laa nanti nih. Lady bos aku tu dah le susah sket nak kautim hal2 macam nih.

Dalam perjalanan balik tu asik2 dok kata dalam hati biorlah info tu tak betul. Sebab adik tu mang kalau kena gigit semut or nyamuk kulit dia akan kuar bintat yg ada air tuh. Malam tu kitorang pegi ke klinik sebab nak confirmkan betul ke budak2 nih kena chicken pox. Ye lah sebab setau aku selama nih kalau nak kuar chicken pox nih selalunya akan demam panas dulu. Abis demam tu baru ler kuar segala mak datuk bintik2 dia. Doktor kat klinik tuh plak punya laa pandai sangat sampai dia sendiri pun tak boleh nak confirm kan kata itu chicken pox ke bukan ... haruslah haru dibuatnya. Hubby aku siap leh kata "Macam tu leh aar lagi anto nurseri esok kan doktor ..."

Malam tu walaupun berat ati nih nak anto anak2 ke nurseri esok sebab ikut naluri keibuan aku nih mang aku rasa kena chicken pox budak2 tu kalau ditengokkan kat bintik2 tu la. Cuma yg aku kurang konfiden tu sebab budak2 nih tak demam pun. Nak tepon Dr. Lela dah malam, klinik dia pun dah tutup. Takpe laa esok je aku tanya.

Pagi tu aku and hubby sama2 hantar anak ke nurseri. Sampai di nurseri, aku tanya kat one of penjaga nurseri pasal budak2 lain yg kena jangkitan. Dia inform yg lain pun dapat gejala yang sama, tak demam tapi terus je kuar bintik2 tu. So aku rasa mang aku tak patut la hantar anak aku ke nurseri starting hari tu sebab nanti jangkit kat org lain plak. (Ye laa sebab aku concern gak kat anak2 org lain walaupun ada gak mak bapak yg kurang concern dok anto je anak dia walaupun anak dia sakit, so that tak pasal2 jangkit kat budak2 lain ... iskkk ... parent mana laaa tuh ..)

Nasib baik le hubby aku mang cuti 2 ari so nak tak nak he had to take care of the 2 cute dotters. Aku je laa tak tenang ati g keje dok pikirkan anak2 yg kena chicken pox nih ... alaaaahaaaiiii si chick nih pepasal ler dia jangkit anak aku ... heheheh.. apa2 pun aku terima laa .. redha laa dengan penyakit yang diberi ... ada hikmah nyer tuh ...

Ooooo actually yang buat aku terkilan sangat bila anak aku kena chicken pox tu bukan apa... sebab aku kena cancel nak g family day department aku .... punyalah dah excited nak g tetiba tak jadik .. ahhahaha ..

So long ... it was so long ago ...

It was so longggg time ago the last time i write a story in this blog space. I wish to make a come back so that i can update my story to be shared with my dearest frens ...

So many things happened in the year 2007 that i sometimes could not even remember some of it. But the best things is i gave birth to a cute little dotter. My second one, and we name her Nur Khalisah.

Apart from that ... one of the sadest thing also happened when i lost my father. Gheee ....This is the most sad things i ever experienced so far. I cannot imagine how i felt that time. I was jobless when my father was sick, and i was just gave birth to my second dotter that i cannot offer myself to take care of him when he was hospitalised. And when i got the news that he had passed away, it really tear my heart. Apa pun kami redha dengan pemergian dia. Semoga allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya dan semoga dia ditempatkan dikalangan orang2 yg beriman. Amin.

I was jobless for nearly 7 months and on May 2008, alhamdulillah i got an offer to work in a company in PJ. IT company, an international company based in Malaysia. I was having culture shock at first as my whole department is full with staff from India. Like Bollywood and Mollywood dejavu ... But luckily i had experience working with some of Indian expatriate previously so the shock can be minimised ...hahaha ... ( later on i transfer the shock to Fara laa )

I was there for only 3 months as i was offered to join other company. I faced some difficulty here with my lady boss. This is the second dejavu of having this type of lady boss for me. But alhamdulillah, i see that things is getting better now. And i do hope it will getting better and better as i plan to work long here if possible. I'm not the kind of job hopping but if the condition is not good i might have to look for other place. Pray for me my frens as much as i pray for a good things to happen to me and my family. Also to all my frens especially the dearest one (well you know who you are babe) ...

Let 2008 be the good news and good things for me ... 2009 is just around the corner. I hope for a shining day ... a good working place ... and be blessed by the almighty god. AMINNNN...