Kepalaku Pusing

Pagi ni pegi keje, i was like a zombie .. all the ways to work tu cam tak rasa apa2 pun bawak keta. Sbb my mind dok asik ligat berpusing dgn isu yg satu nih. Whether or not to send my kids to a new nursery. Esok, will be the last of S pekerja yg boleh diharap kat taska budak2 tu skrg. Dia akan berpindah mengikut suaminya bekerja ke Johor.

The cycle will start again for the kids sbb org lama berhenti, nnt tukau org baru. Kalau org baru tu masuk awal tak pe gak, tp selalunya mang owner ni agak susah nak dapatkan staf utk taska ni. Dpd pemerhatian saya yg dah anto budak2 tu since tiga tahun setengah yg lalu, owner ni agak kedekut nak bagi gaji yg sepatutnya kat staf dia. Kalau bg pun, dia sure akan potong sana potong sini. Last2 staf tu dpt gaji seciput jek. Ini bukan ler tuduhan, tp dah 3 4 org ex-staf dia dok citer mende yg sama. Kalau citer2 dorg tu tak sync takkan laa saya nak buat kesimpulan yg macam nih.

Saya dok serabut pikir mende ni lagi plak sbb smlm saya cuba confront the owner thru sms ler pasal some of the TnC yg dia set utk taska dia tu. The main TnC yg saya question is dia ada tulis "Anak bawah setahun, taska tak menyediakan makanan. Makanan perlulah disediakan oleh ibu bapa. Seandainya ibubapa mahu taska menyediakan makanan, tambahan rm20 dikenakan". So i just reconfirm laa dgn dia, my youngest tu dah setahun 5 months and i still pay the rm20 tu. So how?? Dia leh jawab, takpe laa dia akan mansuhkan TnC yg tu start bulan nih and fees bulan ni yg kami dah bayar tu dia akan refund for that 20 portion. Dah tu yg balance2 bulan tu pe citer. Duit tu masuk mana??? Well saya cuma nak tau sincerity dia je. Saya tak de laa kisah sgt duit 80 yg dah terbayar kat dia for the last 4 months. I just nak tgk how sincere she is. Nampak gaya mang dia buat tak tau je. Entah2 yg dia kata mansuhkan tu just utk kami jek, ngan org lain mb term tu still terpakai. Haiii walluhualam ler.

So last night i had a discussion with my husband regarding whether to move our kids from there or not. Actually byk lagi mende lain yg buat saya rasa berat utk meneruskan menghantar anak2 ke situ tp tak nak laa saya citer lebih2 in this open space. Mang the fees kat taska yg berdekatan dgn rumah saya ni agak mahal sket berbanding taska sekarang tp tak sanggup dah rasanya untuk terus anta anak ke taska nih. Pusing dibuatnya.

Kenapalah pengusaha2 taska ni just pikir business je dlm kepala tp tak pikirkan kepentingan kami as client to them. Sbnrnya kalau dilihat, taska ngan ibubapa & kanak2 ni saling bergantung. Kalau takde ibubapa bekerja tak de laa keperluan utk ditubuhkan taska ni. Why laa both tak saling bekerjasama and instead take advantage to one another. haiiiii ... ni yg rasa nak benti keje jek nih ..

New Toys In The House

Ermmmm .. dah lama bebenonya saya dok rekey2 these 2 items. Nak kata saya ni rajin sgt bab2 cooking ni tak lerrr sesgt .. Tp tetiba rasa perlu je ada mende ni sbb skrg ni kalau nak beli kek ke muffin ke kat luar tu satu hal harga dia satu lagi hal rasa dia tak tentu sedap lagi. N one more thing, kalau laaa nak soh kakak saya buatkan pun, nak kena amik bagai kat umah dia .. so that's why i think i really need to have these toys in my house.

Diseabkan projek kabinet dapur telah tidak mendapat kelulusan secara rasmi dpd boss kat umah tuh, so duit kutu yg saya dapat bulan lepas tuh, saya salurkan ler ke 2 jenis toys idaman saya nih. Hmm mang rasa berbaloi sebab kalau tak beli mende2 macam ni duit tu nanti tak tau ke mana peginya .. tetiba jek dah abis. Hohhh kan tak best. So bila ada mende2 ni depan mata at least merasa laa gak duit tuh digunakan ke saluran yang betul .. hehe ..

So at last dapat laa gak 2 toys nih .. :D

Multicooker yg ada steamer punya pot

- ni sebab mak selalu soh beli periuk kukus beso tuh which saya selalu tak beli2. So multicooker ni bagus gak, leh buat masak kalau gas abis, leh kukus kuih, pulut (makan ngan serawa durian .. perghhh .. )

Elektrik Oven - ELBA pun jadik laa

Leh ler buat kek, panggang ayam, dan mcm2 lagik ..

Lunch Date

Owhh hari ni hari Jumaat. Hehe best gak minggu ni kejap jek dah ari jumaat. One of the contributing factors yg i think make me feel cepat sgt hari berlalu mb becoz the CAT is not around. So cam leisure jek even tho melambak sbnrnya keje yg ada. No kisah laa .. yg penting i can have a lil bit of pleasure in doing my work. And i can see that i can complete the work better than if am on the stress mode.

Ari Selasa lepas i had a lunch date with Fara, my ex-colleague kat PNC dulu. Lama dah tak jumpa sebab for the pass 2 lunch date yg dorang set tuh i cannot attend due to works load. Yeaaaa due to work load and due to that oso i have to postpone my medical check for 3 months. So thins time even tho tak sempat nak schedule ngan the other 2 members, tak pe laa. Jumpa fara sorang pun ok dah. At least i can meet my fren, get fresh news, fresh air and the most important thing can fresh my mind yg serabut nih.

Ari ni pun sekali lagi dating ngan Fara but this time the event was initiate by Didie ... my current and ex-colleague .. hehe.. why current and ex sekaligus .. bcoz sekarang dia keje satu department n satu company ngan my current employer. why ex .. sebab dulu dia keje ngan my ex-employer. So jadik dua2 laa kan .. hehee.. peace Di.

To elin n mauze ... sori ekk tak dan lagik nak dating ngan korang berdua. Hmm let me see when can i schedule the dating date. Sbb dorg ni especially elin aarr .. cam ngajuk jek dah sbb tiap kali set lunch date, i cannot make it .. hehehe really sorry laaa dear cik puan besar asst manager ELIN .. next time k.

Mid Year Story

Huhhhh ... dah 6 bulan berlalu in the year 2011 ni ghopernya tanya disedari. Adooohh laa haii cepatnya masa berlalu. Rasanya banyak lagi keroje2 yg tak siap and perlu disiapkan. Lagi ler plak skrg nin dah kekurangan ahli kumpulan bekerja as my closest colleague baru je resign from the job. So basically disebabkan all these while the works were done my the two of us instead of the three of the group member so i assume, hmmm not assume laa mang sahih bersuluh dah it is me alone to do all the works. The sleeping partner will just see the final output and present it to the head.

Apapun i malas dah nak citer pasal that sleeping princess. Just nak share how i felt when my colleague, her name is Asiah tell me that she want to resign. That was the 2nd time she highlight her intention to resign. The first one was 2 months ago due to some issue with her comfirmation interview. Luckily that time she agreed to cancel her resignation. But the latest one is due to her commitment to her family especially to her kids since her maid runaway. For the sake of the kids, she decide to tender her resignation so that she can take care of her kids on her own. How i envy her that she can make that decision with the support of her husband. How i wish i can do like that also but at the moment our condition still not allowing me to resign my current job and to fullfill the fulltime housewife job. Pity my children but i really hope maybe in the near future i can be like that also. Am feeling so tired with the work and all those politics reside in the office.

Sib baik i knew the news earlier so mang dah abis dah layan hati lara dek sebab nak kehilangan member sorang ni. So when everybody in the office knows her decision, saya dah kurang sedey. Tp masa her last day tuh mang tetiba sedey sesgt ler. But well i have to redha, yg pergi insyallah ada penggantinya. Harapnya lebih baik dari dia dalam setiap segi.

In the month of June also we had company family day at Lost World of Tambun. This is the first time i join the family day event since i joined this company nearly 2 and a half years ago. The events was quite ok. The kids laa yg extra seronoknya. Kami tumpang happy gak ler.. Cumanya letih laa .. as usual laa kan. Sib baik after balik from the event tu budak2 tak sakit. Cuma aimy je laaa agaknya panas dalam kot. Mata dia asik bertaik mata jek. Alhamdulillah macam dah berkurang dah.

So that was the latest hapdet ler ... k u ols .. c yaa later