Moving forward

Lama aku mencari .. mostly yg dekat2 area umah aku lah. Tak larat laa nak menempuh jam hari2. Minyak lak cepat je abis. Dengan tol lagi. Sumer2 kos tuh makin membimbangkan aku. Paling tak larat tuh nak menempuh jam setiap hari laa. Mana taknya, aku rasa aku nih makin tua dah, bawak keta pun dah tak larat, tak awas. Kuar umah pepagi utk sampai ke opis tepat or sebelum pukul 8.15 tuh membuatkan aku selalu mengantuk bila bawak keta.

Nak naik public transport??? Hehehe .. tak yah ler. Sama je lambatnya dgn bawak keta sendiri. Cuma drive sendiri lebih comfortable laa, leh dgr radio (Pagi Di ERA), tak bersesak2 dgn org lain (eventhough sesak ngan keta org lain) dll. Tapi tuh laa keadaan kesihatan yg semakin tak secergas masa muda dulu (ehhh dah tua sgt ke aku nih) membuatkan aku rasa malas dah nak keje masuk center KL nih. Tuh pasal aku memulakan aktiviti menyekodeng keje2 lain yg agak dekat dgn umah aku.

Then ... this month .. akhirnya ... i made it.. I received job offer yg memenuhi kriteria yg aku cari ..

• Dekat dengan umah
• Better benefit offer
• Better monthly income (hehehe ... )

Cuma yg penting tuh dekat, so that aku boleh laa kuar rumah bilamana matahari dah menunjukkan diri didada langit. Balik tuh aku rasa sama je cam sekarang, kalau tak byk keje balik on time, kalau byk keje terpaksa laa balik lambat. Cuma sebab dia dekat even kalau aku balik lambat, still i can manage it.

Lega rasanya dapat this job offer. Alhamdulillah ke hadrat tuhan kerana disebalik kesukaran yg aku hadapi di tempat sekarang nih, mungkin itu lah dia hikmah nya. Mulai 19hb March 2007, insyaallah aku akan memulakan tugas di tempat baru.

My Journey With The Company Ends Here ..

I started my work in this company on March 01, 2000. Then they put me in ABB project for 4 years. I met many people and became friends with some of them eventhough i think i didn't have any foes during that project period. People come and go and i still in the same place same job. I was then pull out from that project and put into other project (GSB) in 2004. New things in term of job skill but still the same job scope. Met new people again, the customers, the colleagues. Some are friendly and some are not.

In 2005 i was placed in the new project (FDS), the one that is for me the most challenging user environment. But thanks to the previous job experience on the earlier project that makes me hanging tough with it hold on with the project up till now. During the ding dong period, i have to take leave because of maternity .. when i come back i was put into the sub-project. A new application that is different from my previous experience but i accept it as a new knowledge to me. Later on when there is shortage of resource in the main project, i was asked to join in again and most of the time my involvement occured in helping other staf with their main task/focus group task.

I want one big task for myself but since the mgmt had put me in the pool resource, well that is the task that i've been done. Doing multitasking. But the thing that make me sad, i've been helping all those people but the mgmt didn't see my contribution. As if i'm not doing anything. As if i come to work, then just waiting for the clock to click on 5.15 and go back home. Yes i always go back on time. But between that time, i've been doing the job that was given to me. Just because i did not stay back until 9 or 10 pm in the evening, they can judge me by saying that i did'nt contribute to the project.

I know i will leave this place in a week, but the situation really make me feel sad. For 7 years i've been working in this company, for all those contribution i made, they never said thanks to me and just treat me like i'm not there like i'm useless. What a way for me to leave .......

Well ... if that is the way they want me to leave .. then .. i will ... i will come to work .. not doing anything .. then go back home when the time comes up. Puas ati ..

Re-Activate

Setelah sekian lama tahun 2007 tiba, blog nih tetap bersarang macam sarang labah2 ... so hari ini aku dengan besau hatinya akan mengACTIVATEkan semula blog ni. Penat aku buat proses pembersihan rumah sampai abis sumer aku buang. Takpe lah kan .. nak bagi bersih sebersihnya nih. So lepas nih harap2 akan kuar laa pelbagai topik di blog nih.

End Of Year 2006

Diam tak diam dah dekat akhir tahun 2006. Ari nih jer dah 22hb December 2006. Ada 11 ari lagik untuk tahun 2006 nih. Kejap betul rasanya masa berlalu. Macam baru semalam jek aku peknen .. then kuar sarah bulan 4 ... tup tup .. dah bulan 12 .. sarah pun dah besau .. iskkk ... cepattttnyaaa....

Many things happen lately tapi aku tak sempat nak hapdet kat sini. Nak citer pun cam dah basi jek citer tuh. So kira tutup akaun je laa citer2 tuh.

Aku berharap sangat tahun baru nih mudah2an diberikan kemurahan rezeki buat kami sekeluarga terutama aku laa .. ehhehe .. ntah ler cam byk jer mende2 tak settle especially finance. Kadang tuh aku risau gak tp kadang tuh aku malaih nak amik port. Dok menserabutkan kepala otak aku je. So aku amik keputusan diam je .. wait and see. Tapi dalam wait and see tuh otak ligat gak berpusing cemana nak buat.. hahaha ... tak renti2nya laa.

Tahun nih seronok .. byk gak faktor penyumbang seronok nih. Antaranya .. kehadiran Nur Maisarah dalam hidup aku suami isteri. Tuh mang tak terhingga keseronokkannya. Then pasal geng reban ayam aku nih. Tak sangka lak at last aku dapat bersua muka dgn dorg. So cam rasa bertambah rapat je ngan dorg. Those people yang aku tak penah kenal pun before this. But in the end mang seronok, cam dah kenal lama jek. They are really friendly too.

Eventhough tahun nih cam tak de apa2 sangat yg menariknya selain 2 mende tadi, as usual word aku "Life goes on ... ". Suka tak suka selagi kite hidup kite haruslah meneruskan hidup kite ke arah hidup yang lebih baik dan berkualiti. Aku berharap agar tahun depan juga memberikan aku peluang lain dalam bidang kerjaya aku. Sesuatu yang baru dan environment yang baru. Mudah2an doa dan harapan aku nih dimakbulkan tuhan. Yes... sebelum org lain komen aku nak tambah sendiri .. "kena laa dengan usaha yg kuat .... " kalau tak usaha setakat doa je .. tuhan tak makbulkan jugak. Aku pun bukan laa alim ulamak or ahli sufi yg senang2 jer doa nak dimakbulkan tuhan kan.... tuh laa . tapi aku betul2 berharap nih. Doa2 kan laa yer kengkawan ...

Untuk u ols sumer ... "SELAMAT MENYAMBUT KETIBAAN TAHUN 2006"

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 1427H

Salam Aidilfitri buat semua. Yang balik kampung tuh berhati2 dijalanraya. Yang jauh di perantauan tuh (err ... sapa ekk :D) kami disini tak lupa pun pada kamu. Mohon ampun dan maaf seandainya ada salah dan silap sepanjang bicara kata antara kita.