Farewell Lunch Session

Today, kitorang kat opis ni sibuk dengan event untuk farewell my boss. Dia dah nak bersara akhir bulan ni. Hmm sedih gak since i was reported to him for the last 2 years. He is indeed a good and understanding boss.

To my boss, selamat bersara. U r the coolest boss ever ..

Tak Sempat

Huhhh lately ni amats ler busy .. sempat jengah jek blog sendiri sebab nak tgk blog kengkawan mana yg ada hapdet .. ni pun kira nak betul2 hapdet tak sempat. Just to jot down few words that am busy and will hapdet later. Many things happen last week such as .. mtg on projek and decision kata projek nak live .. heehhhh akceli today my 2 years delayed project is GO-LIVE. At last. Then i sit for an ITIL V3 exam and alhamdulillah i passed it with rainbow kaler .. hahaha .. puji diri sendiri laa .. then is busy with reporting, with new template of project menthodolgy and so on .. so on..

Minggu ni budak2 start cuti sekolah. Even tho sarah baru tadika, tp dia pun ikut schedule cuti sekolah. Dia kata cikgu dia cakap cuti sekolah 7 ari so dia taknak g skolah. I made her promise if she wanna stay at home with Nenek, she must behave and listen to what Nenek said. So semalam 1 ari dah lepas, ari ni so far ok la. When i call her, she said "Sarah tengah kaler ni laa mama" .. tu jek sebab nak elakkan diri dpd am asking her more details of her activities at home.

Cuti sekolah ni takde laa nak jenjalan memana cuma maybe balik kg sebab ada jemputan kenduri kawen cousin belah arwah abah. Lama dah tak balik JB. Mau near 1 tahun. Punya laa teruk jadik org KL/Selangor ni, nak balik kg pun setaun sekali. Huhhhh.. I miss my kampung, i miss Johor .. But Johor skrg pun dah membangun cam KL gak. SESAK.

Ehhhh pjg ler plak entry ni, i tot of writing few words only .. hahaha .. ok laa that's it for now.

Short Updates

This is basically not a short update for today, it is just a piece of updates based on each days that i passed last week.

28 Feb - This is the last day of one of the nanny at the kids' nursery. I was told about this by her last week. But due to busy with kids not healthy and tonnes of work at the office made me forgot to update here (for the sake of updating my frens who sent their kids there). Since this lady, we called Angah, took a good care of my 3 kids there, it really shocked me when i heard she said that she wanna leave. Really, i felt really sad that i wanna cry the moment i heard bout the news. The reality that nowadays it is really hard to get people to work at the nursery and to really take a good care of the kids made me worried if she left and it takes time to get a new replacement with the same quality. Ohh dear, my dotter will have their sick routine cycle again after this. I have to be prepare with this. Anyway, i would like to say thanks to Angah for taking care of my kids all this while. Hope to see her again one day. Aimy went back with sore eyes for the last 3 days this week due to 1. auntie was not there anymore, 2. only ibu is there which she is not so close, 3. new replacement oredi there but i am convince that she still cannot forget the auntie and cannot accept the girl yet.

1 - 3 March - I have training for these 3 days. ITIL v3 Foundation. Not much to tell. Just the same IT framework training. You need to take exam for certification. Bla bla bla

At the same time, i have to prepare reports for the project and also for the upcoming SC Meeting for the project i've been monitoring the last 2 years. Then ... with new direction of the work due to my current bos's retirement. Feel sad, double sad ... feel tensed .... triple quadruple tensed. If only i am not depending too much with this company to give me the benefits to my children, my family, i would rather find another job that i enjoy working in. Where is that kind of job .. please advice me ....

A bit this and that

Dunno what to story, but in the beginning tu mang byk entry nak masukkan tp last2 i just pun it all in one post je la.

I have to work last weekend. On saturday. Ada DR test .. err korang tau ke DR tuh apa ke binatangnya .. hehehe .. tu shortform for Disaster Recovery (DR). Biasa laa kat organisasi yg quite beso2 and ada sistem yg beso2 tu .. dorang selalunya ada this kind of things. Sebab my current projek ni kira ada laa sistem beso gak and relate to investment so mang kena ada this activity in the plan so that if anything happen in future that effect the production environment, the system will be reverted to DR site for operation. This is the 2nd test since the 1st one dulu failed. Yg ni pun takde laa smoothly sgt aktivitinya. Patut by 1pm dah abis tp last2 smpi around 6pm gak. Tp saya tak tgu smpi abis laa .. dkt2 kol 4 tuh saya dah beransur balik since hubby nak kena g somewhere and the kids takde org nak jaga.

Ahad plak takde laa ke mana sgt, cuaca pun tak best sgt .. panas .. So just melayan anak2 kat umah. Budak2 pun tak baper sihat, ngan aimy cam kena rashes .. takut gak memula tu sbb tot of dia kena measles. Pas g 2 klinik, then both doc kata mang kena alergi. Sarah lak batuk tak baik2. Since hubby was not around mang i have to bring them to the clinics by myself ler.

Isnin i took EL, since aimy tak sihat lagi due to the rashes. Sarah knowing that i am on leave, pepagi dah kata tak nak g school. Nk cuti lagi 1 ari. Tang tu mang dia pandai .. tang dok tambah2 cuti nih. I advice her to go to school but well to have a win2 situation, i told her that i will pick her up in the afternoon so she will not stay till the evening at the kindergarten.

Petang tu saya perasan batuk dia makin menjadi2 plak. Even at the night. She can't hardly sleep and a few times she vomitted. Luckily mr hubby is already back so he is the one who take care of Sarah. Rasanya sepanjang malam tu dok terdengar dia terbatuk2. Cuma masa pukul 5.20 tu saya tersedar and i can't hear any coughing sound from her. Tp yg lain plak jadinya, Aimy, i suddenly felt that her body is hot. Dah demam plak laa si amy nih. Penat sangat agaknya semalam siang main dengan kakak2 and she is practising her first steps. Yupp .. aimy dah mula nak berjalan. Seronok tgk dia jalan dua tiga tapak tuh.

End up ari ni i have to take a leave again. But sib baik my doc tu bg i MC. MC jaga anak .. hehehe .. betul laa tuh. Kalau anak sakit, mak je laa yg selalunya jaga ... sometimes ada gak abah yg jaga .. tp sometimes laa .. At the same time ni, hati tak senang pun dok umah, keje kat opis tu ada lak yg memerlukan my attention. Kat umah leh access email opis tp masalahnya nak reply email tak leh plak.. the message area to type the email message tu tak activate. dah tu cemana nak reply or shoot email utk set meeting. Hmmm .. teknologi ni kadang2 menyusahkan gak. So have to wait till tomorrow laa utk do all those things. Hmm sure the bosses akan bising .. but .. let it be laa ..

Bila Agaknya Nak Benti Keje ..

This tought selalu datang kat kepala time2 camnih :

• Bila byk sgt keje kat opis yg tak tersiap
• Bila anak2 asik sakit je
• Bila asik keje and dah takde cuti

Tp really laa, as a woman, a working woman, a mother & a daughter mang nak sangat have more time to be spent with family especially the kids yg nak membesar. Tp ntah bila laa boleh dapat that situation.

Exhausted

Start this week with reports .. reports. .. reports .. which make me repot.. reput pun ada. Letih dibuatnya bila ur brain is pressed 100% to do all this reports yg merepotkan. Dah siap, kna review, lepas review kena tukau lagi, lepas tukau then update big boss and bagi dia review plak. Pastu dia komen bla bla bla .. kena tukau lagi. Dah tuh .. repeat the cycle again. Kata kena hantar by 18hb last2 till 19hb pun ada yg nk kena tukau kena tambah lagi ...

Hohhhhhh ... letih ler

How am i going to do this ..

Today i have a discussion with my boss regarding my scope of works and things that i should do for the next 4 months towards my confirmation period. He gave his comments on my current performance and advise on how i should do to improve my works so that the people who criticise me can shut their mouth and see that i can actually do my job.

At first i'm feeling a lil bit down ..well ... you know me ... pantang kena komen ... surely i will think negative .. of myself laa. But later on when he advise and show me the path that i should take and do, it come to my sense that he really had a good intention from his comments. And i really appreciate that.

So after that, i write a list of what i am suppose to do, meet him again and get the clear picture and understanding of what i should do from the list of tasks. And after this, i need to do my work base on this list. Those which is outside from the list, i will try my best to put it aside or ask for my boss advice before i commit to do the unnecessary things.

I actually have till the end of this month to understand and catch up on the issues and project update of the main project that i am suppose to involve. To learn on how to do EVM on that project. And to come out with reporting output of the main project and also other internal projects. The big word "PROJECT ASSURANCE".

Hmmm ..... how am i going to to with this. Pls help me god ... Amenn.