My Journey With The Company Ends Here ..

I started my work in this company on March 01, 2000. Then they put me in ABB project for 4 years. I met many people and became friends with some of them eventhough i think i didn't have any foes during that project period. People come and go and i still in the same place same job. I was then pull out from that project and put into other project (GSB) in 2004. New things in term of job skill but still the same job scope. Met new people again, the customers, the colleagues. Some are friendly and some are not.

In 2005 i was placed in the new project (FDS), the one that is for me the most challenging user environment. But thanks to the previous job experience on the earlier project that makes me hanging tough with it hold on with the project up till now. During the ding dong period, i have to take leave because of maternity .. when i come back i was put into the sub-project. A new application that is different from my previous experience but i accept it as a new knowledge to me. Later on when there is shortage of resource in the main project, i was asked to join in again and most of the time my involvement occured in helping other staf with their main task/focus group task.

I want one big task for myself but since the mgmt had put me in the pool resource, well that is the task that i've been done. Doing multitasking. But the thing that make me sad, i've been helping all those people but the mgmt didn't see my contribution. As if i'm not doing anything. As if i come to work, then just waiting for the clock to click on 5.15 and go back home. Yes i always go back on time. But between that time, i've been doing the job that was given to me. Just because i did not stay back until 9 or 10 pm in the evening, they can judge me by saying that i did'nt contribute to the project.

I know i will leave this place in a week, but the situation really make me feel sad. For 7 years i've been working in this company, for all those contribution i made, they never said thanks to me and just treat me like i'm not there like i'm useless. What a way for me to leave .......

Well ... if that is the way they want me to leave .. then .. i will ... i will come to work .. not doing anything .. then go back home when the time comes up. Puas ati ..